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All than I wanted (7/31/02) This song i really love so i knew i had to keep it. Made major adjustments though melody wise.
After the breakup, I'm tired and I'm messed up
I can't even fall asleep, yeah
It never should've been like this,
I tried to deny it, but now you're away from me
It wasn't the same with other gir1friends; the wounds I never tried to mend
But now at the end I'm strong enough to say
what you gotta (gotta) know
Chorus:
You're all that I wanted
You're all that I needed
You're more than I ever ever dreamed
But now that I lost you, I gotta get back to you
I really hope this is a dream, yeah
I think about for awhile
The way you laugh and how you make me smile
And I think of that better place
when time wasn't moving
and our lips were locked and doing
what i could never ever let go
cuz
Chorus
I really hope this ain't real.
The words can't say what I feel.
But I know that i need you.
I can't live without you.
You gotta (gotta) come back to me
Chorus
Without You Song I didn't write about a girl (nor a guy...sheesh ; P).
11/28/02
My heart's gettin' colder
I'm freezing inside
I never felt so lonely
I won't deny
And I can't explain it
I don't know why
But without you
I can't survive
O oh O
And I can't live without you
but I was the one
who let you go
O, I can't breathe without you
and that's what you need to know
I won't deny my failure
I know it's my fault yeah
You were all I needed
but I did you wrong
and I don't blame you for leaving
the guilt is mine
but give me another chance
and I'll give you
what you want
chorus
I kept pushing away from you,
and I want you back (yeah)
and I know I don't deserve you
but i'm not letting go...
cuz
chorus
Everything I want One of my best songs (in my opinion)
Tried to realize
what I wanted in this life
common sense don't prevail
you gotta listen to your heart
Then I found it all in you
now I know and see the truth:
You're the one, the sole one,
the answer to my needs
You showed me what I wanted
You showed me what I needed
You're everything
You're everything
You're everything I want
I can't live without you
I can't lose with you
You're everything
You're everything
You're everything I want
So many times I've tried
to find the perfect life
but I know I just can't
do it alone
and now it won't be complete
without you...
and now I know
I just can't
live without you
chorus
Girl, you make me better
You make me the man I want to be
accept my surrender
and take me away aaaa
chorus
Nothing's Changed one of my better songs just changed wording
I thought I wouldn't mind
but it's ki11ing me inside
I tried to be a man
and brush the pain aside
but now I stand here
and I feel the h8
but it ain't worth it
don't have to be this way
You can't say that
nothing's changed
I can't look at you
or talk the same way
and it's a shame it's this way
but you can't deny
that everything's changed
I never realized it would come to this
kept behind a lie, the pain would still exist
but what can I do
made a mistake
All I know is
I refuse to keep the h4te
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I thought I wouldn't mind
never meant to be like this
now trapped inside it burns......
I can't run and hide
no, not any more
I gotta move on
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My Secret- This seems like a newer song in 'My Songs', but it is really older than that; I just forgot I wrote it hehe...whoops! : P
You'd wish you never met me if you found out
The secret that I kept inside
That maybe I saw something
Something more
That'd make you terrified...
I love you yeah
But I know we can't be together
This time
I wanted to be closer to you, but i know
That I can't anymore
Because you don't feel the same about me
You don't feel the same about me
Really kinda scary isn't it
That maybe I feel this way
But i know you don't
and maybe that's why
it's hidden and kept away
but maybe It's something I should say
chorus
yeah, baby, you don't have to love me.
I'm just telling you how I feel
(I) Don't want to lose what we have
but you just gotta know
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Smitten "if you think it's about some1 in particular....you're wrong..." When I said that i lied ; ) I wanted to write a song like this for awhile, a more dreamy song, and then it came to me after I saw this beautiful girl. Her beauty was not a typical (guy response) 'hottt'. No, rather her beauty was more like a calm, subtle, in awe (slower) "wow...". (It's perfectly fine to say someone is good looking right?). Anyway, this song is a dreamy song and does not reflect my feelings towards her (just in case you were wondering ; ). * 'babe' is said in a loving, respectful tone (not like... o i dunno 'Bill and Tedish' ; )
I hear your voice haunt my every dream
your skin so soft I shiver I feel your soothing breath on my face
and wake me from my dream
You got me mesmerized; i hardly can move
I can't remember a thing cuz all i see is you
No babe, don't be scared
just stay awhile
Not like i mind at all
You got me hooked on you
I'm yours;I'm smitten
You're like a dream come true
All i want is you
O stay with me, stay with me,
stay with me, please babe
just gimme me a chance
I see your cool eyes pierce mine
Your touch so warm i shudder
I hear your pretty laugh along the stone path
clear the clouds away
I'm lost in your eyes; don't want to get out
You're all i need without a doubt
you know you got me; you know i'm yours
not like i mind at all
chorus
It's not like I deserve you
I'm not the best of men
But I'll be your everything
If you let me try
chorus
Enigma - I wrote this song about one of my dear friends( and a dear, avid fan !! : ) This is what she and I consider to be my best song up to 4/20 so i only changed one minor thing.
So tied and complicated
you never gave the truth
you always kept me guessing
trying to figure out you
(yeah) bound by your silence
you still gave glimpses to me
never real, you're so hard to reach
so...
What are you hiding?
Why are you faking?
What are you keeping hidden in those eyes?
You're just so perplexing
You're always a mystery to me
come out and show your anger
let me feel your pain
cuz I'll be there waiting
waiting for you to say
chorus
so small and complicated
you always hid the truth
you always kept me guessing trying to figure out you
chorus
I'll still be there
waiting for you to say
when no one seems to care...
I'll still be there
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